i have come to the conclusion that energetic people are

ATTRACTIVE.

gosh i want to be so energetic i ll feel tired!

XD nyahh to you ionic equillibrium
you may try to mess with mah head but when i fully
understand acidic buffers you re dead!!
how on earth do you calculate Ka when you only have
a pH value and a ratio of cyanidin ions that
MAKE NO SENSE?? give me an initial conc at least!!

hahahas i wish i could make up my own chemistry formulae;
pH- pretty Happy XD

mm i wonder if i ll be able to go for a little walk downstairs;

then i can work out my skinny arms at the monkey bars

or my sorry napfa screening inclined pull ups will

cause me not to play badminton with vanessa!

that must never happen! XD

hahahas God gave me brains

I M GONNA USE THEMM grawrs SOLUBILITY PRODUCT!!
thank God for my wonderfully patient teachers
thank God cuz Hes the best teacher of all! ^^

i can still remember looking at the screen of my faded pink watch
and thinking;

wow.
that was two hours well-spent. ^^

i wish everybody could have felt like i did today.

like everything was not only possible, it was easy! XD

piano grade seven in the midst of block test? no problem.

swing out of my mentally-draining week-long depression? uh-huh. =)

take on the world? and more! woohoos! ^^

My Zone, My Responsibility!
i m in charge of my life, and i want it to be successful!

if there were 4 words that shook the foundations of my soul today-

Love. Live. Learn. Lead.

and all four start with L! hahahahahs ILOVEGOD!!

im going to Love God ten times better!!!! ^^

two words.

really really STRESSED.

three, but who cares?

someday i ll look back that fateful day-
and maybe i ll laugh.

hell hath no fury like a lady with 39.8 degrees high fever.

i realise i have finally come to terms with being myself;

and aint nobody gonna stop me and my ebony-black gem.

an idle movement,
for a moment
flashing the
diamond studded silver cufflinks
of the
champagne grey Armani-
evoking lazy, twirling swirls
from a glass flute
emanating
the heady fumes
of a 1989 chardonnay;
the rich deep colour intoxicating
the impressive sight of it all-

overwhelmingly DISGUSTING.
no, thats just my insecurities talking.

I WANT TO BE PROUD OF MYSELF TOO.

i can still remember my very first blog post since i was
secondary one.
hahahahs gosh-
it was about haute couture cuisine!
which was as aesthetically pleasing
as the intricate and elaborate interior design of the
high-class restaurant i dined in that night. ^^
as quoted, tres bien!

and today marks my 430th blog post!'
wont delve into this week's awesome details
but i would like to commemorate this post by
writing sometime above average of the norm instead.

i realise that life sometimes isnt meant to be lived
according to peoples expectations.
sometimes life shouldnt be lived with a facade.
sometimes life isnt about worrying about the next exam
results, or the one thousand and one things that
seem to be going wrong.
sometimes life will throw you obstacles,
and it might hurt, but thats
what makes things interesting.
sometimes life will give you precious treasures,
and remember to use it, so you can buy even
bigger and better things with it, or it will tarnish
and rot in a corner.
sometimes life isnt about what people think of you
,but what you think of yourself.
and of course, i love my life!
and i think that God is AMAZING!!
like do you know the first thing you can think of
when you have a hypodermic syringe stuck under
the flap of your skin is to yearn how to talk to God and
really hope that he ll take care of the situation;
or that when you can actually feel yourself freeze in
time when you trip and fall, but somehow
automatically kicks off the ground and ends up fine?
or that incredible things just happen to you,
good and bad( which, ultimately, is also for my own good!)

cuz its Got TO BE GOD (or GAWDDD, as pronounced by
Pastor Ulf Ekman- HE RAWKS) XD

mm i crave a bowl of hot oatmeal with
raisins and cranberries now.
its actually like my favourite healthy comfort food =)

and if i were to eat it now;
i d do it for two reasons!

first would be to celebrate friday as an awes-tastic day!
we ve got great teachers; and mr bong! =D
he is so funny!! hahahas
and i m still in not bad running condition
hehehs and i m in the badminton and aerobics timetable!
and i had chilli crab today!
and i talked to many good friends, have many good friends
and at age 17, only has to worry over sustaining
good grades, instead of say, worrying
about drug abuse, financial difficulties, whether i have
enough food to stay from dying or suffering severe gender
discrimination in some male chauvinistic pig third-world country.
plus, i love my church people and my God!
my God is AWESOME AND BIG AND GREAT!!!
if you dont believe he exists find me and i will
make sure you do hahahas!
Jesus is Alive! and May the Holy Spirit guide and live in
my brethren!
oh and the weather rocks right now! XD

and the second would be to reflect and immerse in some
deep sombre thinking.
like A levels. and also
talking with terence today was making me rethink my
position in my CCA.
as much as it is a rather thorny issue- but being the only
girl out of the 29th batch of Pugilistic Society has been
more of a blessing than a ...well, not curse, but issue.
studying in an all girls school for 9 years did not help-
but looking back, i wonder if God had a bigger plan for me.

in a subtle way, i did have more influence.
and also, i guess guys arent as alien as i used to think
they were ^^ hahahahs
though very different from girls they are!
i hope i ll be able to make a greater impact in my CCA
and on the people around me;
not just as any normal person they re bound to forget in the
next, say five, ten years?

but i bet if i can live my life to the fullest in God's plan,
and do my best in everything i set to achieve-
im sure that i could even change their lives!
and they re all gonna be better and mature people! =)

which, at first step, i would be to stop encouraging
their using vulgar language!
denise would be appalled! hahahas oh and

FEAR OF THE LORD.
its an incredible book!! please read it and be
highly impacted and we re all grow and think
and build character at a higher level!!

only $22.40 now.
thats a small price to pay for spiritual food. ^^

in the short span i had not glanced at my handphone-

i looked- and i saw;

eighteen unread smses.

^^

heres to my funky TL CHEW!
whose leadership; simply put-

is like a breath of fresh air in a stagnantatmosphere.

a juxtapose between two polar opposites.
and
i would like to think that
I
AM
Legennn...YNN. XD